Contradicting..

As much as I can criticize this guys actions, I can't deny that Brent Runyon does great writing. Even if he is not a descriptive, we can realize what is in his mind and what he is going through.

Someone has clearly not change after all he's been through. "I'll be handsome. And when I get better and I can walk again, we'll go out on the town together and get some ice cream..." page 13. Someone has not change I say again. This chain of self-love keeps going through the book, and I'm starting to like it. I am contradicting myself because I use to think it might be a bad thing that he hadn't change, but now I think the opposite. If I'd ever do something like that (not a chance) and was burned all over I would want to think as good of myself as I can, of how beautiful I am. This happens a lot through the book another example: "Barbara the nurse who calls me Gorgeous is here." page 38. I love it I don't know why. But it is still confusing.

Once again I contradict myself with what I said in my previous blog regarding Maggie. He use to say he was "winning" because he could get surgery and she couldn't. But when she was in trouble (code blue) he got all scared, he even said "I've got to close my eyes for a little while." page 36. I said he was selfish but I am not sure anymore. I might have misinterpreted, but it wasn't only my fault, Brent's writing is extremely contradicting as well.

PS: Sorry for such a peculiar blog entry.